the keg is bleedingz. i think ineed to helo it die
I’m going to cry when I see Harry Potter 7. Especially when Dobby dies oh my god.
I’m always hungry but I never know what I want to eat, and nothing sounds very appealing, so most of the time I don’t eat. I’ve lived off of breakfast (eggs and toast) for a week now. It’s been alright.
Now, how many times must you prove you’re an angel
How many more demons do you have to strangle
How much longer must you remain in this dream
Before I finally figure out if you’re insane or a genius
(813): If I don’t wake up hungover in a ditch Monday morning I will consider my halloween a failure.
I saw Saves the Day/Say Anything/Motion City Soundtrack tonight (the concert of my 14 year old dreams, okay, it doesn’t matter that I’m 19, when I was 14 I would have DIED with happiness, and I still like Say Anything so don’t judge me!) and it was All Ages. I will never EVER EVER EVER go to an all ages show again. I understand when you are young that going to a concert with no age limitations is the bomb dot com but when you are 19/20 going to an all ages show all you want to do is stab the surrounding 12-16 year olds and make a body mountain and sit on it and jam to the show from there. I hate children. They start stupid fights (not drunken fights) and don’t want to move around, they just sit and text and uggghgha;gj;lkasjf!!!! I know that there are 20 year olds that do that, and I know not all “young” teenagers do that (I am still a teenager so I can’t really judge) but at all ages shows there is a certain level of maturity lacking.
Just when I give up on B he comes out of hiding and says he wants to come see me this weekend.
Last night I was so stressed out that I actually vomited. I don’t know why my body hates me so much! Why can’t we be machines, and go on forever? Why is sleep necessary? Why is food intake necessary? I would happily live the rest of my life and never eat again, but I have to if I want to keep living (I’m not anorexic I just hate food, which you would not believe if you saw me in person). If we never had to sleep I would have so much time to get everything done. I would have time for 4 hours of studying, 6 hours of work, 6 hours of school, time to clean my room, time to clean my bathroom, and time to spend with friends. Life would be this fantastic never ending journey! In my experience the longer I go without sleep the more time seems to slow down. When I sleep 8 hours a night I feel like I am being robbed of time.
It was not your fault but mine, and it was your heart on the line, i really fucked it up this time, didn`t I, my dear?
CARRY YOURSELF LIKE A QUEEN AND YOU’LL ATTRACT A KING.
CARRY YOURSELF LIKE A HOE AND SEE JUST HOW FAR YOU’LL GO.
“She didn’t blend in or give into the wackness, stayed positive and that’s what made her attractive. And that attracted a man she deserves, a handsome little devil with a heart like hers.” -West Coast Cinderella by MURS & 9th Wonder
On weekends I can sometimes smoke a pack of cigarettes a day. I know it is horrible. I feel terribly guilty and sick afterward, but it doesn’t stop me. To balance it out there are days like today, where I didn’t smoke any cigarettes. I hate cigarettes, I love cigarettes, cigarettes make me bipolar.